stolen from chris

1) The singular most boring question: what is your name? Jason
(2) Are you happy with it? yes.
(3) Are you named after anyone? My middle name yes, Bernard, after my grandma Bunny (Bernice) who i never knew.
(4) Are you a prostitute? nope.
(5) Your screenname: if you don't know it you don't need to.
(6) Would you name a child of yours after you? No. I think the "junior" or "II" thing is a little egomaniacal.
(7) Then what would you name your children? a boy: Landon, or Pascal, or something nice like that. a girl...maybe Valerie....which is funny, that's one of my aunt's names, but i just like it.
(8)If you were born a member of the opposite sex, what would your name be? my parents were utterly sure i was going to be a girl. i was going to be elizabeth. nope. wrong, mum and dad. close. but wrong.
(9) If you could switch names with a friend, who would that be? hmm....i uh...don't have any guy friends with cool names. it's a shame, because i like this question.
(10) Are there any mispronounciations/typos that people do with your name constantly? only my last name. no one gets it right.
(11) Would you drop your last name if you became famous? No, I'd probably add my middle name though - Bernard. Or just go by the first & middle name.
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BASICS
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(12) Your gender: Male.
(13) Straight/gay/bi? Gay.
(14) Single? yep.
(15) Want to be? no, not really.
(16) Your birthdate: Dec. 8, 1985
(17) Your age: 19
(18) Age you act: much older, most times.
(19) Age you wish you were: 21.
(20) Your height: 5'7"
(21) The color of your eyes: Brown
(22) Happy with it? sure
(23) The color of your hair: Brown.
(24) Happy with it? sure
(25) Left/right/ambidextrous? right
(26) Your living arrangement? with the parents.
(27) Your family: Mom, Dad and younger brother.
(28) Have any pets? my very own cat, Magic, who is coming with me when i move eventually. and smokey poo. his doggy best friend.
(29) What's your job: i work for jonathan. lol.
(30) Piercings? No.
(31) Tattoos? No.
(32) Obsessions? myself? no jk. well sorta. no not really. ok i'm obsessed with boys. there.
(33) Addictions? none.
(35) Do you speak another language? some spanish.
(36) Have a favourite quote? "this above all: to thine own self be true"
(37) Do you have a webpage? you're on it. more or less. but then there's my homepage. i'm too lazy to link it. it's in my journal info.

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DEEP THOUGHTS about life and you in it
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(38) Do you live in the moment? I try to.
(39) Do you consider yourself tolerant of others? Yes.
(40) Do you have any secrets? no.
(41) Do you hate yourself? never.
(42) Do you like your handwriting? sure
(43) Do you have any bad habits? procrastination. oh yeah.
(44) What is the compliment you get most from people? "you're extremely talented". physically? "you're so cute"
(45) If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called? Believing
(46) What's your biggest fear? being alone
(47) Can you sing? no. *sigh*
(48) Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool? no
(49) Are you a loner? used to be. now i'm just left out.
(50) What are your number 1 priorities in life? Love and school. more so love.
(51) If you were another person, would you be friends with you? totally! hehe :)
(52) Are you a daredevil? not really. if i need to be though, sure.
(53) Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself? no
(54) Are you passive or aggressive? i can be both. i kind of enjoy confrontation because i'm good at it.
(55) Have you got a journal? Where do you think you are reading this?
(56) What is your greatest strength and weakness? my greatest strength is my understanding of myself and others. my greatest weakness is i can be too easily pushed aside. or i'm too nice.
(57) If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? i'd give myself better hearing.
(58) There are three wells, love, beauty and creativity. what about them? okay i'll make up the rest of the qestion. let's say which would i choose? i'd choose love. because with love comes both beauty and creativity.
(59) How do you vent? i call jessica. or sarah. mostly. or any number of my other fag hags.
(60) Do you think you are emotionally strong? definitely.
(61) Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life? i don't believe in regret.
(62) Do you think life has been good so far? it's been very good. i know that my problems are really nothing compared to most others'. i've had it easy.
(63) What is the most important lesson you've learned from life? "speak your mind, even if your voice shakes" take risks, and never lose faith in yourself or the goodness of others.
(64) What do you like the most about your body? i love my legs.
(65) And least? i'd like to be buffer, but that's up to me.
(66) Do you think you are good looking? yep
(67) Are you confident? very
(68) What is the fictional character you're most like? none. fictional characters are rarely three dimensional enough to actually be like a real person. that's why main characters come in sets of three or more. the dorky smart one, the strong hero, and the loser. or the pretty one, the smart one, and the stupid one. etc.
(70) Are you perceived wrongly? at times.

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DO YOU...
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(71) Smoke? No.
(72) Drink? on occasion.
(73) Read the newspaper? i read livejournal. lol.
(74) Pray? not enough
(75) Go to church? i'm jewish. and i don't even go to temple.
(76) Talk to strangers who IM you? until you act like a freak, yeah.
(77) Sleep with stuffed animals? no. a real one though. magic curls up on my feet, or next to me every night.
(78) Take walks in the rain? yes, if i have someone to walk with.
(79) Talk to people even though you hate them? no. i don't believe in "frienemies"
(80) Drive? Yes.
(81) Like to drive fast? yeah
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WOULD OR HAVE YOU EVER...
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(82) Liked your voice? when i sing, yes. trouble is i can't really...carry a tune. except for some of the indigo girls' songs. hehe. when i'm speaking...iii dunno.
(83) Hurt yourself? you mean on purpose? no.
(84) Been out of the country? yep! france, england, scotland ('03) and greece, italy, and england ('04)
(85) Eaten something that made other people sick? escargot
(88) Been in love? one and a half times. or maybe two halves. more likely. so. once.
(89) Done drugs? nope
(90) Gone skinny dipping? nope
(91) Had a medical emergency? i cracked my head open on my dad's rowing machine when i was little.
(92) Had a surgery? stitches for the above thing, i had oral surgery once....
(93) Ran away from home? never even threatened to, oddly enough.
(94) Played strip poker? nope
(95) Gotten beaten up? yeah
(96) Beaten someone up? tried maybe hehe
(97) Been picked on? Yes.
(98) Been on stage? Yes.
(99) Been so drunk that you know you're supposed to go out on a date with someone, but you can't remember with who or when and that you faint when you look at yourself in the mirror in the morning, not to mention your breath? No.
(100) Slept outdoors? i don't think so.
(101) Thought about suicide? not really.
(102) Pulled an all-nighter? almost. just once. but all that changes in the fall i'm sure.
(103) If yes, what is your record? stayed up till around 6.
(104) Gone one day without food? not sure. probably not. i get hungry a lot.
(105) Talked on the phone all night? Yes.
(106) Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex first? haha. yeah. so then the appropriate question for ME would be if i'd done that with the same sex and yeah, twice.
(107) Slept all day? nope
(108) Killed someone? once around christmas, this guy was SO mean to my mom in a parking lot that i dreamt i slaughtered him with an axe.....does that make me psycho?
(109) Made out with a stranger? sorta.
(110) Had sex with a stranger? No.
(111) Thought you're going crazy? nah
(112) Kissed the same sex? that's what i like best.
(113) Done anything sexual with the same sex? yeeah.
(114) Been betrayed? Yes.
(115) Had a dream that came true? Yes.
(116) Broken the law? probably. little things. maybe.
(117) Met a famous person? i met pat benatar! who? pat benatar! and some other people.
(120) Have you ever killed an animal by accident? No!
(121) On purpose? never
(145) Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell? sure. probably had a good reason though.
(146) Stolen anything? eaten candy in a shop before paying.
(147) Been on radio/tv? no.
(148) Been in a mosh-pit? No.
(149) Had a nervous breakdown? no
(150) Considered religious vocation? a what? probably not.
(152) Bungee jumped? actually....yes, sort of. there was "the leap of faith" at the ropes course junior year.
(153) Had a dream that kept coming back? Yes.

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CLOTHES
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(154) Shoe brand? I really like the Ben Sherman's I have now.
(155) Brand of clothing? ben sherman, fcuk, urban outfitters, american eagle....
(156) Cologne/perfume? bulgari agua
(157) What are you normally wearing to school/work? i wear cute stuff to school. depending on the class. i'm only EVER a slob at work and only marginally, but because i don't want to ruin my cute stuff.
(158) How about parties? only the suavest will do.
(159) Wear hats? in the winter, a skullcap sometimes. or my driving cap.
(160) Judge other people by their clothing? Who doesn't?
(161) Wear makeup? i prefer not to. o_0
(162) Favourite place to shop? urban outfitters or bloomingdales
(163) Favourite article of clothing? a lot of my shirts.....
(164) Are you trendy? oh yeah.
(165) Would you rather wear a uniform to school? No. They stifle individualism.

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BELIEFS
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(166) Believe in life on other planets? probably. "if it's just us....that's a whole lot of empty space..."
(167) Miracles? yeah
(168) Astrology? It is interesting.
(169) Magic? with a k. yes.
(170) God? not in the judeo-christian sense.
(171) Satan? no
(172) Santa? No.
(173) Ghosts? Yes.
(174) Luck? Yes.
(175) Love at first sight? Yes. though i don't know why.
(176) Yin and Yang (that good can't exist without the bad)? Yes.
(177) Witches? yep.
(178) Easter bunny? No.
(179) Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever? Yes.
(180) Believe there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow? No.
(181) Do you wish on stars? often.

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DEEP THEOLOGICAL QUESTIONS
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(182) Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell? not at all
(183) Do you think God has a gender? No.
(184) Do you think that science counteracts religion? no.
(185) Do you believe in organized religion? i think it's the reason why there's so much suffering in the world. i think faith is a personal thing.
(186) Where do you think we go when we die? i think we go to a place where we review everything we've learned, before choosing our next life.

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AMIGOS
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(187) Do you have any gay/lesbian friends? a couple. lots of online gays though.
(188) Who is your best friend(s)? the list has gotten so short, it'd be offensive.
(189) Who's the one person that knows most about you? jessica and adria.
(190) What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you? to never be afriad of risks. and that was jonathan. how ironic.
(191) Your favourite inside joke? "every thursday, i vanquish evil"
(192) Thing you're picked on most about? Being skinny. not hearing things.
(193) Who's your longest known friend? adria. 13 years.
(194) Newest? preston
(195) Shyest? maddy
(196) Funniest? stacy
(197) Sweetest? most of them
(198) Closest? lately, jessica.
(199) Weirdest? stacy :)
(200) Smartest? hmmm....that's tough. i know smart people. jessica, claire, maddy i think are the top three.
(201) Ditziest? jonathan.
(202) Friends you miss being close to the most? jonathan, georgette, claire, maddy, shayna, leah.
(203) Last person you talked to online? kristen
(204) Who do you talk to most online?ummm...everyone.
(205) Who are you on the phone with most? jessica
(206) Who do you trust most? jessica
(207) Who listens to your problems? everyone. but who really listens? jessica, sarah.
(208) Who do you fight most with? Jonathan
(209) Who's the nicest? maddy
(210) Who's the most outgoing? stacy probably
(211) Who's the best singer? hahahaha i'd get myself in trouble answering this one. they're all better than me. that's all.
(212) Who's on your shit-list? and fucking A do i have one. jonathan's at number one.
(213) Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend? um, used to.
(214) Who's your second family? my second family....adria is my second mother, colin is my other uncle....my sisters, once upon a time, were shayna and leah. god i want to cry.
(215) Do you always feel understood? rarely.
(216) Who's the loudest friend? STACY! :)
(217) Do you trust others easily? Yes.
(218) ???? - what?
(219) Name one person who's arms you feel safe in: my own.
(220) Do your friends know you? yeah
(221) Friend that lives farthest away: now that they've all gone far away...claire. rhode island..

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LOVE, and all that
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(222) Did you get frightened or uncomfortable seeing that as a section title? No
(225) Do you consider love a mistake? never
(226) What do you find romantic? simple things.
(227) Turn-on? intelligence and common ground.
(228) Turn-off? arrogance
(229) First kiss? her name was laila. hehe.
(231) If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest in dating you, how would you feel? i'd be honest about it.
(232) Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going "blind"? i think i'd prefer knowing. but going in blind can be just as fun.
(233) Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out? of course. even though it doesn't concern me.
(235) Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive? well others thought he was unattractive. i didn't.
(236) Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking? i'm proud of how many times i've heard "damn if you weren't gay..."
(237) What is best about the opposite sex? Boobies.
(238) What is the worst thing about the opposite sex? Verginers.
(245) Do you read porn? No. i watch it though.
(246) Read the articles? No.
(247) Just the pics? never even had one of those magazines in my hands actually. ooh once, just a crumpled up page of straight girly photos and i laughed.
(248) What's the last present someone gave you? ummmmmmm.....i have no idea.
(257) Are you in love? no.
(258) Do you consider your significant other hot? i hope i will when that happens. but beautiful is nicer. i prefer beautiful. the hot ones know it already and don't need to be told.
(264) What would you do if you were walking down the street and saw some hot guy/girl standing on the sidewalk? walk on by.

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WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
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(279) That haunted you? dan
(280) You wanted to kill? jonathan
(281) That you laughed at? dunno
(282) That laughed at you? my mom hehe
(283) That turned you on? dunno
(284) You went shopping with? jessica
(285) That broke your heart? dan
(286) To disappoint you? jonathan
(287) To ask you out? leigh
(288) To make you cry? no one in memory
(289) To brighten up your day? myself. i decided.
(290) That you thought about? leigh.. since i just wrote his name. this is a bogus question.
(291) You saw a movie with? jessica
(292) You talked to on the phone? leigh
(293) You talked to through IM/ICQ? what's icq? kristen.
(294) You saw? my mom
(295) You lost? literally? my nana. emotionally? dan.

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RIGHT THIS MOMENT...
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(337) Are you going out? No.
(338) Will it be with your significant other? i have none.
(339) Or some random person? if i were it would probably be with jessica or sarah. i'm actually having coffee with sarah tomorrow.
(340) What are you wearing right now? my gray buffalo shirt and yellow shorts. crazy.
(341) Body-part you're touching right now: my ankles are crossed if that counts. but if you want me to touch something...
(342)What are you worried about right now? not worried per se. bothered by a few people.
(343) What book are you reading? oh come now. harry potter 6.
(344) What's on your mousepad? i don't use one. yay laser mouse.
(345) Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling: tired, thirsty, lonely, weary, bored.
(346) Are you bored? I want this to end, so yes.
(347) Are you tired? i said....
(348) Are you talking to anyone online? no
(349) Are you talking to anyone on the phone? no.
(350) Are you lonely or content? Lonely, relatively.
(351) Are you listening to music? no